问题大致有了方向,他终于松了口气,转过头看着克蕾儿,缓缓开口问道:“you said you hate taiwan, didn’t you? you hate taiwanese too. if i don’t touch you, shouldn’t you be happy? then why do you need to know what i want?”(你不是很讨厌台湾?很讨厌台湾人吗?那我不碰你,你不是应该开心吗?那何必要知道呢?)
她低着头沉默了很久,才用低沉而沙哑的声音,缓缓回答:“…because i don’t understand you.”(……因为我不懂你。)
她抬起头,直视着文子豪,眼神里混杂着困惑、戒备与一丝疲惫:“you buy me, bring me here, feed me, give me medicine… but you keep saying taiwan is rubbish, and that americans shouldn’t be here. so what exactly do you want from me?”(你买下我,把我带到这里,给我吃的、帮我上药……却又一直说台湾是垃圾,说美国人不该来这里。那你到底想从我身上得到什么?)
文子豪耸了耸肩,靠在椅背上,语气轻佻地反问道:“so… you want to go to the warehouse instead? it’s not good staying here?”(所以你想去仓库?待在这里不好?)
这句话说得极为直接,像是一巴掌直接甩在克蕾儿脸上。
克蕾儿的脸色瞬间变得苍白,棕色的眼睛里迅速浮现出强烈的屈辱与怒意。
她紧紧抓着浴巾,指节泛白,胸口剧烈起伏,显然被这句话深深刺伤。
她死死盯着文子豪,声音压抑着颤抖,低声却用力地说道:“…you know that’s not what i mean.”(……你知道我不是这个意思。)
文子豪看着她这副既愤怒又无力的模样,眼底笑意更深了些。他微微偏头,慢悠悠地继续问:“then what do you mean, claire? you don’t want me to touch you, but you also don’t want to go to the warehouse. so tell me… what exactly do you want?”(那你到底是什么意思,克蕾儿?你不想要我碰你,却又不想去仓库。那告诉我……你究竟想要什么?)